When Tiny Souls Whisper: A Soul’s Journey Through Miscarriage, Stillbirth and Early Loss
A Gentle Trigger Warning
This blog touches on abortion, miscarriage, stillbirth, and early loss.
If these experiences are still raw for you, please listen to your heart and only read when you feel ready.
October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month – a time to hold space for grief, remembrance, and truth.
This post shares my personal story, insights from years of psychic and spiritual work, and what I’ve learned about the soul’s journey through loss.
The Reality of Loss
It’s heartbreaking to know that 10-15% of all pregnancies end in miscarriage or stillbirth.
That’s 1 in 70 births that result in stillbirth – an enormous number for our modern world.
In Australia, six babies are stillborn every day, and two more die within their first 28 days of life.
Each of those lives mattered. Each one leaves a lasting imprint of love, even if their time was short.
And yet, so many parents suffer in silence – told to move on, get over it, or stay quiet.
But we never forget.
Those children remain part of our families, part of our hearts, and part of our spiritual journey.
The Soul’s Contract
From a spiritual and Akashic perspective, these experiences are not punishment.
They are part of a soul contract – a sacred agreement between the child’s soul and the parent’s soul before birth.
It’s an act of love, not suffering.
It is the greatest gift of love a human being can ever give another soul. The soul requires healing, and it can only happen in the womb space. That space of love, nurturing, compassion and growth.
We volunteer, at a soul level, to go through experiences that offer healing and growth – both for ourselves and for the soul that passes through us.
No soul is wasted.
Every life, no matter how brief, has purpose.
Every child who passes through the womb – whether for a few days or full term – is honoured, remembered, and still growing on the other side.
My Story: The Loss of My Twins
In 2007, I fell pregnant with twins. It was one of the happiest moments of my life.
But a few weeks later, I started spotting, and deep down I knew something wasn’t right.
An ultrasound confirmed my worst fear – their heartbeats were gone.
I was devastated.
I had to undergo surgery, and my doctors told me that if I hadn’t been in the hospital when I started to haemorrhage, I might not have survived.
Even in that moment of loss, I knew I was protected – guided by something greater than myself.
That experience changed me forever.
The grief was immense, but so was the awakening.
Over time, I began to feel my twins around me – as orbs of light, gentle touches, or subtle signs like glitter appearing from nowhere.
They’ve continued to grow in spirit – my daughter, creative and poetic; my son, athletic and strong.
They would be 18 now, and I still speak to them every night before bed.
The Emotional Journey
Losing a child – at any stage – changes you.
It cracks you open in a way nothing else can.
At first, I felt guilt, shame, anger, and deep sadness.
I questioned whether life was punishing me or whether I was worthy of being a mother.
I carried the weight of others’ words – people who told me I didn’t deserve children.
But through years of spiritual work, meditation, and connection with the Akashic field, I came to understand something profound:
My twins chose me.
They chose me to help them heal, and in doing so, they helped me grow into who I am today.
The Akashic Understanding of Miscarriage, Stillbirth and Early Loss
From the Akashic perspective, time doesn’t exist as we know it.
A soul’s stay in the womb – whether one day or nine months – is eternal in its impact.
That time is healing. It’s transformative. It’s enough.
Many of these souls return later, sometimes reborn into the same family, or they stay connected as spirit guides, protectors, or future grandchildren.
They evolve and grow alongside us – just in another dimension.
Healing, Connection & Remembrance
There is no one way to grieve.
Some mothers cry, some stay silent, and some only begin to heal years later when they finally speak their truth.
But one thing I know for sure – talking about it helps.
We heal through connection, through conversation, through remembrance.
Here are a few ways to honour and connect with your child:
✨ Journaling: Write letters to your baby. Ask them what they came to teach you.
✨ Naming: Give your child a name – it helps bring their soul into your heart space.
✨ Keepsake: Keep an item like a blanket, toy, or ornament as a symbol of their presence.
✨ Meditation: Sit in silence, hand on heart, and invite their energy near.
✨ Ho’oponopono: “I’m sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you.”
Heart Activation Meditation
If it feels right, place your hand over your heart.
“I see you. I love you.
Thank you for choosing me, even for a moment.
I release all guilt, fear, and shame.
I honour your journey and carry your light always.”
Take a deep breath and feel their love surround you – golden, soft, and pure.
That love never leaves. It becomes part of your heartbeat.
The Greater Purpose of Miscarriage, Stillbirth and Early Loss
Through every reading and every spiritual experience, I’ve seen that no life is wasted.
Some souls come only to spark awakening – to help others live more compassionately, to raise awareness, to inspire healing foundations, or to open hearts.
Even in tragedy, there is a sacred purpose.
For me, my loss led me to this work.
Without it, I wouldn’t be the woman I am today – the healer, mentor, and guide I was always meant to become.
Final Message
To every parent, grandparent, and family member who has lost a child:
You are not broken.
Nor are you being punished.
You are sacred.
Your child’s soul lives on – growing, loving, and walking beside you.
They show up as butterflies, feathers, dragonflies, or glitter – small reminders that love is eternal.
They wait for you, they celebrate you, and they are proud of you.
Until you meet again, hold their light in your heart and live knowing that your bond is forever.
Resources & Support
If you or someone you know is grieving, please reach out for support:
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Pink Elephants Support Network – pinkelephants.org.au
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SANDS Australia – sands.org.au
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Bears of Hope – bearsofhope.org.au
🌸 A Loving Invitation
If you’re still struggling with your loss and feel like no one truly understands – please know you don’t have to walk this path alone.
Your child’s life, however brief, matters deeply. Their soul shines brightly, and their story deserves to be shared with love, not silence.
💗 Book a free Clarity Call – a gentle space where we can talk, honour your baby, and begin to heal together.
Let’s share in your child’s life, their light, and their lasting love.
You don’t need to be “over it.” You just need a safe place where you can speak freely, feel understood, and receive support.
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